Saya sedang bingung saat ini. bukan bingung karena hal serius yang biasa orang lain pikirkan tapi, ini adalah suatu hal yang mungkin bisa saja bisa dibilang penyakit menular yang tak ada obatnya kecuali Rasa cinta dan percaya. mungkin banyak yang bertanya, kira - kira apa, ya.. yang bisa kita lakukan saat jatuh cinta? merasa gila, salah tingkah atau mungkin.. Cemburu?
Hey! Rasa cinta itu bisa saja dianggap sepele oleh siapapun! bahkan saya pun sempat menjadi orang yang meremehkan 'Love feeling'. tapi sekarang? saya merasakan sebuah 'Love feeling'. Cinta pada seseorang bukan berarti kita ingin memilikinya bukan? Mencintai seseorang bukan berarti kita harus menyatakan padanya, bukan? cinta pada seseorang juga bukan berarti, kita harus mencintai orang lain, ataupun lawan jenis bukan? Cinta itu tidak bisa diartikan sebagai rasa suka atau ingin memiliki. tapi, menurut saya, cinta adalah rasa Sayang dan saling mengerti.
Saya sekarang sedang pusing karena wajahnya selalu saja menghantui pikiran saya. saya sebenarnya ingin berbicara dengannya, saya ingin sekali menyapanya, saya ingin sekali bercanda dengannya. tapi.. saya malu. saya ingin sekali menjadi orang yang fleksibel di segala suasana saat bertemu dengannya.
Namun, apa boleh buat, kenyataan ini harus saya terima, bahwa, saya adalah orang yang kikuk. saya tidak bisa mengendalikan rasa emosi saya saat ini. saya takut, kalau terlalu banyak memikirkannya, nanti, malah kecewa saat cemburu olehnya!
Tapi, sekarang saya sudah memiliki prinsip tersendiri. Love Him or Never. maksudnya,. kalau kita menyukai seseorang, kita harus siap untuk menerima akibat dan hal yang akan menimpa diri kita.
terkadang saya merasa bingung dengan teman-teman saya yang bisa dengan mudahnya menyukai seseorang lalu dengan blak-blakan berbicara dengannya. saya juga bingung, bagaimana bisa seseorang bisa menyatakan perasaannya dengan mudah.
Tapi, sekarang saya tahu, apa rahasia mereka. Keberanian. tapi sayang, saya tak punya itu. saya sangat kagum dengan seseorang yang memiliki rasa 'Keberanian' itu.
Saat ini, saya sedang tidak ingin memikirkannya. saya hanya ingin memikirkan sekolah!!! saya harus bisa tunjukkan pada semua orang yang dulu pernah meremehkan saya kalau saya ini, bisa!
untuk seseorang yang disana! gue bakalan ngeliatin ke lo bahwa gue bisaaa!!!!
Friday, July 20, 2012
Thursday, July 19, 2012
A GOLDEN BRACELET-part.1
Lucy starring at her hand, lookin' at her golden bracelet.
try to remember what happen before she came to her Grandmother's house, wait! she feel dizzy! Could it be that she already remember the moments, memories, names, persons! aah! that feels very hard for her. she is faint right now!
"Lucy! are you allright?" someone said that but Lucy feel very dizzy.
"I'm allright, ehm... are you my family, i cannot remember all of them, i just remember who gave me this beautiful bracelet.."
"Yes, my dear! i am your grandmother! how do you feel right now?"
"ehmm.. grandma, i think my family who gave me this bracelet... This person was a woman with a red hair.. uh! i cannot recognizing her so far!" said Lucy while touch her head.
"It's okay, my dear... try this milk tea..."
"Okay, Grandma.. SLURP.. It's very nice.. i think i should sleeping for a little more, thank's for the tea.." said Lucy, then sleeping.
Grandma steps out from Lucy's bedroom, but then, screaming!
"AAKH!"
But, Lucy still sleeping, Grandma just said, ''Help me, Lucy......''
Lucy didn't wake up for 2 weeks.
but, Grandma disappear. then Lucy walked out from her bedroom. the tea still beside on her bed. Lucy just find out a paper with something written on it.
FOR: Lucy Georgie.
I think, you should know this news. your crucial person is in my control right know, but because i was a nice person, special for you, i will give you a clue for it.
'You have to lose your precious person if you doesn't looking for them.'
FROM: Mr(s) Anonymous, St. Henley. 44543.
22/2 | 00.22 a.m
St. Henley? Have i heard that name?
directly, Lucy left her grandma's house. then go to the City Agencies. but, the weird thing is the agencies thought Lucy is Crazy. because there's no any City or Country named St. Henley. Lucy might be wrong, so she decided to go to the Population Departement. But, there's no anyone named St. Henley. Lucy is a little bit stressed cause she couldn't find any clues.
But, while she walk back to her house, she look at the road, then she see a pieces of candies that leads her to the back of her grandma's house. then, she follow that candies. suprisingly, she found a hole, a BIG Hole! that it diameter might be 2 feets long. but, she really doubt if that Hole is fill with someone inside. but, she thinks that maybe this hole could be a clue for disappearance of her Grandmother.
then, she jumped into the hole, fantastically, inside that hole, is not filled with any gravitation, but, for reach down of the hole, there are so many metals flying, then Lucy Grab one by one of the metal, and, when she reach the down of the hole, she already coul feel the gravity.
She found a second hole, but now, it was a very small hole.. it's like an ant hole.
But, near the hole she found a weird drinking stuff. it's like a syrup but it smells like a cow poo. but, she still want to drank it. then after she drank it. she gotta be small, and smaller, and very small, but, because she drank that 'poo-syrup' too much, now, the hole is like a Crater of a mountain.
She climb that 'mountain', after that, near that hole, she found a lots of balloons, on that balloons, there is a paper and a needle.
On that Paper She found a words:
'Fly With me'
"Weird thing.." She muttered
On a needle, there's a word on it
'stab that flying stuff with me'
"Umm.. so, what does that things mean ??"
But, she stilll use that 2'weird things'.
She grab that balloons, the jumped in. but, she had to reach the down of the hole, she thinking, with a needle on her right hand, and lots of balloons on her left hand.
She Understand right now! she had to stab that balloons with that needle, one bye one, she stab that balloons, then reach the down of the hole. But Now, she found 2 Doors. But she choose the right one, that leads her to a cakes house. in front of that cakes house, she met someone.
It's a red haired women!
"Hello, my little kitty....." that women greets Lucy.
"Excuse me.. Kitty? You greets me, but sorry, my name is not 'Kitty', Ma'am" Lucy answered.
"Aah... i am not wrong, you are my Kitty, i can recognizing you, because, of that golden bracelet... Honey"
"But, Ma'am, could i ask you a favor?"
"Of course... honey.."
"Who are you?"
"I am your Mom!"
"m.. my mom?"
"Yes! c'mon inside.."
"No! maybe i shoud wait outside." Lucy denied.
"Why did you did this! i am your Mother! Respect your mother!" that women angry.
"I'm Sorry! i don't know, who are you, so i cannot go inside, Ma'am!!!"
That women seems very angry, then Lucy remember that women i can recognizing you, because, of that golden bracelet . with a hurry steps, she put off that bracelet,...
TO BE CONTINUED.
directly, Lucy left her grandma's house. then go to the City Agencies. but, the weird thing is the agencies thought Lucy is Crazy. because there's no any City or Country named St. Henley. Lucy might be wrong, so she decided to go to the Population Departement. But, there's no anyone named St. Henley. Lucy is a little bit stressed cause she couldn't find any clues.
But, while she walk back to her house, she look at the road, then she see a pieces of candies that leads her to the back of her grandma's house. then, she follow that candies. suprisingly, she found a hole, a BIG Hole! that it diameter might be 2 feets long. but, she really doubt if that Hole is fill with someone inside. but, she thinks that maybe this hole could be a clue for disappearance of her Grandmother.
then, she jumped into the hole, fantastically, inside that hole, is not filled with any gravitation, but, for reach down of the hole, there are so many metals flying, then Lucy Grab one by one of the metal, and, when she reach the down of the hole, she already coul feel the gravity.
She found a second hole, but now, it was a very small hole.. it's like an ant hole.
But, near the hole she found a weird drinking stuff. it's like a syrup but it smells like a cow poo. but, she still want to drank it. then after she drank it. she gotta be small, and smaller, and very small, but, because she drank that 'poo-syrup' too much, now, the hole is like a Crater of a mountain.
She climb that 'mountain', after that, near that hole, she found a lots of balloons, on that balloons, there is a paper and a needle.
On that Paper She found a words:
'Fly With me'
"Weird thing.." She muttered
On a needle, there's a word on it
'stab that flying stuff with me'
"Umm.. so, what does that things mean ??"
But, she stilll use that 2'weird things'.
She grab that balloons, the jumped in. but, she had to reach the down of the hole, she thinking, with a needle on her right hand, and lots of balloons on her left hand.
She Understand right now! she had to stab that balloons with that needle, one bye one, she stab that balloons, then reach the down of the hole. But Now, she found 2 Doors. But she choose the right one, that leads her to a cakes house. in front of that cakes house, she met someone.
It's a red haired women!
"Hello, my little kitty....." that women greets Lucy.
"Excuse me.. Kitty? You greets me, but sorry, my name is not 'Kitty', Ma'am" Lucy answered.
"Aah... i am not wrong, you are my Kitty, i can recognizing you, because, of that golden bracelet... Honey"
"But, Ma'am, could i ask you a favor?"
"Of course... honey.."
"Who are you?"
"I am your Mom!"
"m.. my mom?"
"Yes! c'mon inside.."
"No! maybe i shoud wait outside." Lucy denied.
"Why did you did this! i am your Mother! Respect your mother!" that women angry.
"I'm Sorry! i don't know, who are you, so i cannot go inside, Ma'am!!!"
That women seems very angry, then Lucy remember that women i can recognizing you, because, of that golden bracelet . with a hurry steps, she put off that bracelet,...
TO BE CONTINUED.
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