NOT A STORY

Really, this time, my mind just like gonna explode! so many things that i am thinking of. no more thinking about that damn boy, or that damn girl. i just wanna think about my precious person that i left on my hometown, i just wanna together with them, i just wanna closer with them, but, i know that i have a family here, and you, know? i very love my family in here too, just a notice that they're(my relation), are a whole means for me, i have know that i wasn't a good person, i couldn't make them happy as they wish, i know they were love and missed 'before   me' , that i was nice, polite and have a passion to study, but now? i just cannot fulfil it.

I just think that i couldn't do it by myself, i don't like myself this time, i cannot do everything well, just like unaccomplished mission, but, that's okay i just promising myself to be better, and better at the Highschoo, i won't underestimate everyone, and any kind of subject lessons, score or anything, i just want to be like my sisters, that both of them were Smart, Kind, and Patient person.

I just have one thing that i ever fulfil it, yes, to be a star of class. because automatically, if i smart, i could make them happy and relieved.

Then i just decide my-my-my and very-very-very crucial thingg in my whole life until i die, is for my family, my mother, father, sisters, brother, aunt and my grandmother.

Okay,
Hold on a deep breath, and say a word in your heart.
"Do Not Let Anyone said that you cannot to anything!"
"誰もがあなたがそれを行うことはできませんと言ってはいけません！"
"누군가가 당신이 그것을 할 ​​수 없다고 말했다 놓치지 마라!"

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